Exams in a months' time... just realised that I've got like 2 papers in one day for most of the days... ARGH! I wanna be stress but i just ain't...feeling so slacky. Thinking too much about cosplay already:) *smiles*. Just realised that I might not be able to make it for ToyCon Fest, cos if i continue ballet at Crestar, then i'm gonna go overseas during that period of time for competition, doing PARADISE. Samantha quit ballet already, and Kimberley's so totally changing to attitude, more or less persuading me to quit together with her, then Elyssa will follow suit and Phyllis and Angeline...probably leaving Amelia and Serena there...
I'm not sure if i should, but i've got to make up my mind, cos' the bill for Intermediate's already here. It's about $600 for a term, so i've really gotta consider properly. Hmm...
I am officially 15 years and 2 days old! not that there's a vast difference in me or anything...right, ballet exam in exactly 2 days time, super scared. Really wishing and hoping that I ain't gonna screw up. Still can't get those pirouettes right, so i'm calculating that if i have fail that section, i've really gotta buck up on the rest like solo and barre...
well, most of my homework are complete except for the 2 compos which i have no inspiration and desire to do. The topic is A Learning Experience?! right, anyways....i'm gonna go COSPLAYING! my first cosplay experience will happen with dawn?! then i'm hoping that there will be another one in december or something so that i can bring my cousin, cos' she's got PSLE in october which somehow is really close to the one i'm going in August...
Common test results were disappointing. Today's exam rehearsal was really bad. I just didn't seem to be in good shape, am so disappointed and depressed right now. Gotta really buck up if not I'm totally gonna fail. I've got about a week to keep practising and thank goodness it's the march holiday which means i can work doubly hard, and hopefully, i can do it on the actual day of exam. My pirouette en dador and en dehor are terrible, still can't spin double. *sighs*
literature is the worst. I HATE UNSEEN. I feel so unprepared entering the examination hall. Was totally stunned when i read the poem. Clueless, lost and definitely stuck. I only wrote 3 paragraphs for both question and one paragraph is super short, I can gurantee. My points were totally irrelevant I can bet, since I'm the only one who wrote "that" point. SS was quite expected. SBQ was horrid too, I mean anything that does not really require me to prepare anything except english and chinese, are terrible. SEQ was quite ok except that I think I could have done a whole lot better. Chemistry was... I totally gave away my marks! I read questions wrongly, and am super careless. I'm already quite certain that i've lost more than 6 marks so i'm seriously hopeless, how i just wish that this was just a mock exam and there would be another actual one.
Tomorrow's gonna be A Maths, biology and history. I'm gonna have 3 hours break in between A mAths and history since i don't take bio. Hopefully, I actually get stuff into my head. Still can't quite memorise anything for history. Totally am unprepared for tomorrow since I didn't do much revision at all. *Sigh*
"Problems are only opportunities with thorns on them."
First common test and i'm already SUPER screwed. English was horrid and Chinese was disastrous. Omg. Super disappointed. Studied SS like a freak and hopefully it pays off. Chemistry is like quite crappy cos i don't seem to be absorbing anything more. Great thingy that literature is unseen, if not i'm just totally doomed. Kaichou's still not out yet, but i read the chapter's description online, and i think it's just gonna be plain SwEeTnEsS! just toally found out that Deepa is in love with it too! hahas, more people to discuss Kaichou with already:) hopefully it's so popular, they'll make it into an anime that has art that is as nice as Fujiwara Hiro!
I'm lovingKaichou. Code Geass is like totally nice too! I'm so addicted:]
Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybodywants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do willcherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never . . . never forget it.
Well, tomorrow is the start of common test. I totally mugged the whole day for SS, but it's all useless since nothing really went into my big fat head. Hopefully, i'll get it all tomorrow, cos I'm supposed to be studying for chemistry tomorrow. Hais, i'm so totally screwed. I can gurantee.
*Sigh*
Pictures taken at vivo while eating and the last one was on the bus which almost cost me my life. (okay, that was super exaggerated)
OH...
hApPy bIrThdAy mOm:) you're the best mom in the whole universe:]
Exams in a months' time... just realised that I've got like 2 papers in one day for most of the days... ARGH! I wanna be stress but i just ain't...feeling so slacky. Thinking too much about cosplay already:) *smiles*. Just realised that I might not be able to make it for ToyCon Fest, cos if i continue ballet at Crestar, then i'm gonna go overseas during that period of time for competition, doing PARADISE. Samantha quit ballet already, and Kimberley's so totally changing to attitude, more or less persuading me to quit together with her, then Elyssa will follow suit and Phyllis and Angeline...probably leaving Amelia and Serena there...
I'm not sure if i should, but i've got to make up my mind, cos' the bill for Intermediate's already here. It's about $600 for a term, so i've really gotta consider properly. Hmm...
I am officially 15 years and 2 days old! not that there's a vast difference in me or anything...right, ballet exam in exactly 2 days time, super scared. Really wishing and hoping that I ain't gonna screw up. Still can't get those pirouettes right, so i'm calculating that if i have fail that section, i've really gotta buck up on the rest like solo and barre...
well, most of my homework are complete except for the 2 compos which i have no inspiration and desire to do. The topic is A Learning Experience?! right, anyways....i'm gonna go COSPLAYING! my first cosplay experience will happen with dawn?! then i'm hoping that there will be another one in december or something so that i can bring my cousin, cos' she's got PSLE in october which somehow is really close to the one i'm going in August...
Common test results were disappointing. Today's exam rehearsal was really bad. I just didn't seem to be in good shape, am so disappointed and depressed right now. Gotta really buck up if not I'm totally gonna fail. I've got about a week to keep practising and thank goodness it's the march holiday which means i can work doubly hard, and hopefully, i can do it on the actual day of exam. My pirouette en dador and en dehor are terrible, still can't spin double. *sighs*
literature is the worst. I HATE UNSEEN. I feel so unprepared entering the examination hall. Was totally stunned when i read the poem. Clueless, lost and definitely stuck. I only wrote 3 paragraphs for both question and one paragraph is super short, I can gurantee. My points were totally irrelevant I can bet, since I'm the only one who wrote "that" point. SS was quite expected. SBQ was horrid too, I mean anything that does not really require me to prepare anything except english and chinese, are terrible. SEQ was quite ok except that I think I could have done a whole lot better. Chemistry was... I totally gave away my marks! I read questions wrongly, and am super careless. I'm already quite certain that i've lost more than 6 marks so i'm seriously hopeless, how i just wish that this was just a mock exam and there would be another actual one.
Tomorrow's gonna be A Maths, biology and history. I'm gonna have 3 hours break in between A mAths and history since i don't take bio. Hopefully, I actually get stuff into my head. Still can't quite memorise anything for history. Totally am unprepared for tomorrow since I didn't do much revision at all. *Sigh*
"Problems are only opportunities with thorns on them."
First common test and i'm already SUPER screwed. English was horrid and Chinese was disastrous. Omg. Super disappointed. Studied SS like a freak and hopefully it pays off. Chemistry is like quite crappy cos i don't seem to be absorbing anything more. Great thingy that literature is unseen, if not i'm just totally doomed. Kaichou's still not out yet, but i read the chapter's description online, and i think it's just gonna be plain SwEeTnEsS! just toally found out that Deepa is in love with it too! hahas, more people to discuss Kaichou with already:) hopefully it's so popular, they'll make it into an anime that has art that is as nice as Fujiwara Hiro!
I'm lovingKaichou. Code Geass is like totally nice too! I'm so addicted:]
Love is as much of an object as an obsession, everybodywants it, everybody seeks it, but few ever achieve it, those who do willcherish it, be lost in it, and among all, never . . . never forget it.
Well, tomorrow is the start of common test. I totally mugged the whole day for SS, but it's all useless since nothing really went into my big fat head. Hopefully, i'll get it all tomorrow, cos I'm supposed to be studying for chemistry tomorrow. Hais, i'm so totally screwed. I can gurantee.
*Sigh*
Pictures taken at vivo while eating and the last one was on the bus which almost cost me my life. (okay, that was super exaggerated)
OH...
hApPy bIrThdAy mOm:) you're the best mom in the whole universe:]
hEr nAmE is kAh miN
shE fiRSt opEnEd hEr eYes oN 20th mArCh 1994
wHiCh mEAns shE's 15 aNd hEAdEd ouT fOr 16...
shE's nOw schOOliNg aT cREscEnT gIrL's sChOOl
aNd lUrvEs iT thErE!
shE is aN ex-rAffLEsiAN aNd aN ex-hUaYiAn
shE usEd tO bE frOm thEsE clAssEs :1a,2a,3b,4b,5b,6b,1e1,2e1,2c2
shE is a mAngA & aNImE oTaKu
aNd shE dOEs nOt dEniEs iT...
lAstLy, shE is aLsO a hUgE tWilIGht fAn xD
Be at least 170 cm tall
Be recognised in the badminton team
Do well in exams Do well for elementary ballet exam
Everybody to be healthy Fujitsu Tablet PC
More clothes
More money
More mangas New pointe shoes:D
Peace
It's alright, It's okay
You told me there's no need
To talk it out 'cause its too late
To proceed and slowly
I took your words
And walked away
No looking back
I wont regret, no
I will find my way
I'm broken
But still I have to say
It's alright, okay
'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, okay
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I won't return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
Alright, okay
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
You played me, betrayed me
Your love was nothing but a game
Portrayed a role
You took control
I couldn't help but fall
So deep
But now I see things clear
It's alright, okay
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, okay
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I won't return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
Alright, okay
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Don't waste your fiction tears on me
Just save them for someone in need
It's way to late
I'm closing the door
It's alright, okay
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
Alright, okay
So don't you bother what I do
No matter what you say
I won't return
Our bridge has burned down
I'm stronger now
Alright, okay
I'm so much better without you
I won't be sorry
It's alright, okay
Alright, okay
Without you
No matter what you say
It's alright, okay
Alright, okay
Without you
I won't be sorry
